Sgrios Mass: Glass Prisons
I wrote this after a long slumber. It reminded me of the first time I truly woke up. No, it was not when Deoch gave me my spark. That was AN awakening. I'm speaking of the first time an awakening was MINE. The first time I even met Sgrios. I met Sgrios on the day I finally stopped pretending. As I lay on the ground screaming and crying with the pain of shattering everything I thought I knew about myself. The pain and joy of giving birth to myself. Of being saved from oblivion. **takes a deep shaky breath, emotional** The pain and ecstasy of being unraveled **smiles at everyone** As I lay on the ground, He gathered my fears like so much broken and scattered glass, Sgrios asked me, "Why do you carry what clearly needs release. These sharp, insidious barbs of pain made from ruined pieces of your spark? Aren't you tired?" And I was. I was so tired of making myself small. Of breaking myself into pieces easily swallowed by people that I should have let choke on me. Tired of...